Saturday, October 31, 2009


I am feeling out of sorts this weekend. I think it is because there are some major changes coming to my life when I start working again on Monday. While I am very excited about working again after being unemployed for over a year, I am also really apprehensive; what if I don't fit in...what if the drive is too much for my old car to take...what if I don't meet the goals of the job...what if...? Yeah, you get the idea.

To make matters worse one of my BFF's just left on a cruise and will not be back until Sunday. I am
so happy for her to get to go on this knitting cruise with her mom, but I really want to be able to have her available to talk to when I need some strength next week since she has become my sounding board.

Since I just turned 50, I guess I need to put on my
"Big Girl Panties" and deal with it. I know I will be fine, I have the skills I need for the job, they must feel I will fit in with everyone there because I had two aggressive interviews and still got hired, my car seems to be running fine and I have always been able to work through any stresses on my own in the past.

So why do I feel like this?


  1. I think it's normal to feel this way with such big changes coming. Not knowing what's going to happen or how things are going to go is scary. Fear of the unknown! I bet it's all going to work out great! But, don't have other friends too. You can call me anytime! :-)

  2. Thank you so much for your post, it is very comforting knowing my friends care about me. I know I am able to call any one of you girls to talk, and I will, but I just feel too many changes at one time right now. That is why I mentioned Cally. Thank you again for your support Cheryl, you are a good friend. I will try to call you Monday to let you know how it went, if I get home at a decent hour. :)